Thanks to the anonymous commenter who pointed us to this post from Belinda, apparently sent to her private email list:
Just a quick line to say 2 months on from my ‘exile’ I’m back in UK, having ascertained that I’m not wanted for questioning, at least not by the police. (It remains to be seen what will happen on Mrs Justice Pauffley’s front, she returns to her bench this week…)
Since my return however I’ve been plunged into the nightmare of my schizophrenic daughter’s latest mental episode, the first for 8 years…For sure this was brought on by my having had to leave her on her own for several weeks – she thought I’d left her for good and had even died! Even though I’d been chatting to her on Skype every day. But she couldn’t touch me or hug me, that was the problem. So she stopped taking her meds, with the inevitable consequence that she’s ended up back in hospital.
Her father and I agree she is worse this time around than we’ve ever experienced which is saying a lot.
It’s one of the ironies of my life that my 4 children’s father, Dr Dr Dr McKenzie as I call him slightly mockingly has 3 higher degrees but very little real understanding of the reality we’re all in! (I say this very gently and we have no quarrels between us, being long-divorced and each happily remarried for many years by now). The main irony is that Dr Dr Dr McK is a psychiatrist by profession (now retired) yet has no clue how to treat our daughter who is our youngest child together, apart from dampening her symptoms with drugs.
A lot of our daughter’s current behaviour in the mental ward strongly suggests that old-fashioned thing, demon possession. She swears like a trooper, is lewd, vulgar, totally ‘disinhibited’ and continuously attacks the other patients or invades their rooms. At the end of my visits to her where for 3-4 hours I struggle to physically restrain her from lunging at the other patients or staff she screams at me “YES F***OFF! GO HOME! YOU MAKE ME SICK, YOU F***ing C**T!”
In between these tirades she weeps and says she doesn’t know what’s happening in her head and wants to die, she wants to commit suicide…
I try my best to keep things bright and cheerful, remind her continuously how special she is and how much I love her, that it’s not her fault she’s like this and soon she’ll be better and be able to come home, etc. But although she’s now back on the full dose of the medication that kept her out of hospital for 8 years (she’s never been totally ‘right’ during all that time however) she is showing no sign whatsoever of ‘coming round’. She’s always been a very clean girl but now she’s incontinent and has to wear diapers and it’s taken the combined efforts of the staff and me and Mrs McKenzie No. 2 (who was a nurse by profession prior to retirement) a whole week to get Xxxxx into a bath to wash her! I managed that at long last yesterday and I felt that at some level underneath her madness she was grateful to me for persisting and felt better to be clean rather than dirty and ugly, with matted, greasy hair she wouldn’t allow anyone to brush…
It seems as if all the powers of hell have been unleashed in my daughter’s mind.
Insofar as I’m able whilst being buffeted daily by Xxxxx’s ‘demons’(real name Xxxxxxx in case anyone is on a hotline to God!) I’m trying to get further insights into this whole problem of the evil forces around in this world and how to deal with them. My daughter is not the only sufferer of course, there are other very sad cases alongside her in the female ward whom I’ve come to know and have heard some of their stories. So yes, several were sexually abused as children, although my daughter herself wasn’t – she was the victim of a malicious aunt, probably herself host to some demonic entity judging by her behaviour towards other family members over the years, not only Xxxxx has suffered from it.
There is certainly a link here to satanists and satanism, this quasi-religion for a hopefully still-smallish proportion of people on this planet, yet like all empire-builders they are bent on spreading their hegemony, any which ways they can do that. There does really seem to be a trans-dimensional force of evil bent on wrecking the whole society as well as individual human minds.
These wreckers of human minds and dignity double as the types who abuse and torture children in the ritualistic ways of which this year we’ve become very aware. They aim for the whole of human society to descend into chaos, debauchery and violence, then they will impose their own ‘Order’ permanently on this world – ‘ab chao, ordo’ “out of chaos, order” is their slogan.
Well thanks but no thanks! We all need to wake up and recognise this collective societal insanity for what it is and get the types orchestrating it out of public life and off our TV screens etc. But HOW to do that – I continue to rack my brains as to what really is the most effective way of beating the madness as we need to get a move-on now especially having ‘lost’ the Hampstead case on which I pinned a lot of hope but I didn’t bargain for M15? GCHQ? the police? HWCBN? (He Who Cannot Be Named) publishing the list of names under the guise of Anonymous and Sabine being blamed for that. As if to prove the point, Sabine had a brick thrown through her window Saturday night…
Immediately one answer to the question HOW comes in the form of this latest video put out by Nottingham children’s homes abuse victim Melanie Shaw – please help spread far and wide. Melanie is a national hero and EVERYONE should know about this marvellous woman even if she’s conspicuous by her absence in the MSM (mainstream media).
What’s the all-important clue in Melanie’s video??
We say ‘apparently’ sent by Belinda, because we’re not 100% certain that this is in fact her handiwork. Certain turns of phrase leapt out at us as quite American-sounding:
- For sure this was brought on by my having had to leave her on her own for several weeks
- So she stopped taking her meds
- She’s incontinent and has to wear diapers (you mean ‘nappies’? —Editor)
- I continue to rack my brains (‘Wrack’, surely? —Ed.)
Of course there are other indications that this could very well have come from Belinda: the utter loony absurdity of the idea that her daughter (who she initially says suffers from schizophrenia) is in fact suffering from demonic possession…passed on to her via her similarly demonically possessed aunt, no less!
And like most Hoaxteaders, she seems to feel no compunction about naming family members and airing their difficulties in public. Yes, this was sent to a private email group, but the group is a large one, and (obviously!) not impervious to leaks.
Then there’s the usual blaming of ‘outside forces’ who supposedly published Sabine’s ‘list of names’ (and her bail conditions, which tiny detail Belinda has apparently forgotten).
Not to mention Belinda’s standard modus operandi when a ‘case’ she’s taken on goes tits-up: deflect, deflect, deflect! In this instance, apparently we’re meant to move on to Melanie Shaw, another mentally ill woman who was convicted of attempting to set a home on fire while its residents were sleeping.
In any case, we’d suggest that if you live in Belinda’s posh Highgate neighbourhood, you might want to keep an eye open for her. Dangerous at any speed.